Rough Week...and it's not over

(SIGH)

I have been so busy lately that I can't even think straight. I haven't seen my non school friends since last year (and I mean like October). I haven't played my guitar in weeks, I just realized I am losing my calluses. This sucks. I am so sick of being at my place of work and place of school, which shall remain nameless in this post. (even though it's in my profile).

I have had to pray every night before coming to work this week that God would give me the grace to get through. I cry every time too, just because it sucks that I have to in the first place. I just want to be in the place where I like what I do all the time, not dread it. So far my God is amazing and each night at work I have had a better attitude and I am able to get through pretty okay and I know it is because of Him!

I have been struggling so much with school and awaiting graduation. I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know I only have 3 months left but I am so stressed and I am so tired I can't see straight. All I do when I have a day or a couple of hours off, is sit and watch tv. I am completely unmotivated. (Sigh). It's gotten so easy to complain about everything to everyone, I even forgot my friends birthday.

So tonight as I drove in to work I prayed to have the grace to get through my shift, and at the end of my prayer I was thinking about this 'waiting'. All of a sudden the song 'While I'm Waiting' came on. Kat sung it at church a while back and I hardly listen to the radio anymore so I kind of forgot about the song. It says, while I'm waitin I will serve You, while I'm waitin I will worship... and it was great to hear that and how that is what I need to be doing. Instead of complaining about everything I see, I just need to praise God and remember that He will be by my side until the end. It gives me such a great connection with God and gives me a better attitude.

Anyways that's what I wanted to share!